to have someone always surpassing you...
life is never a bed of roses

he always expressed his regret going to singapore
hell ya, who cares
the maths there was easy like abc was his always rebuke
and in the end
i really kinda find myself wishing to step into his shoes
who cares if the english is tougher.
at least next time i wouldn't need to worry about it at all


most of all,
i was the one closing out on every chance taking me to singapore
i didn't think i could
until he got it
i really regretted
maybe i should at least tried


sorry, no offense
but those who say they don't get a spark of jealousy
are liars


i'm worried
what if by the time he comes back
his english is better than mine?
'easy like abc'?
since when he got hold of this idiom?

what if by the time he comes back
his maths is still better than mine?
despite our standard here higher

what if he become so street- smart that he can go anywhere he wants to go with his friends
and i'm still stuck at home with my mum thinking i'm still incapable of going out?
(this is my mum's reason for letting him out but not me, because he's so used to it there)


i had enough all these years
people staring at him in the limelight
with everything so perfect
i thought that distance was a solution


when he comes back people will go goo goo and gaah gaah over him
and its like replaying the film
the clock make its turn again



time passes
but in the end
everything never changes