what is NOTHING?
if NOTHING is that pleasant to your ear..
why not you save it to yourself
and see how you cope with it

after spending so many years
of putting my effort in getting to the right moment
i didn't get it
nevermind, it isn't the worst deal
not like it is unbearable to that extend either

but your simple NOTHING
is that a type of sickening joke as a way for you to console?
that i don't need to do any further
that my worries can be assured with you in place
finally,
your barriers are demolished
your roots of new powers are free to expand at their fullest lengths,
deep underground with immeasurable strength
what am i?
an old fungi that has come to lost its medicinal purposes for the past century?

why why why
you had to imply in a way that made me feel that i'm not even worth it to delegate a task to?